Dear dad, I’m missing you so much. I seem to be saying the same thing over and over. I still can’t believe you are no longer here with us. I sit and stare at photos and still can’t get my head around the fact that you are not here. I can’t actually believe you are in heaven. I know I don’t want too. That’s probably why I’m feeling like this. I’ve been thinking a lot about the time you were in hospital. When we were all on zoom calls. And when we were allowed to visit you. Remembering what you were saying and asking. Remembering our last few hours. If only I knew that that would be our last few hours I would never of left and would have called mum and Jason. I should have realised when you didn’t say goodbye. You just slept. I just thought you needed rest and would feel better for when mum arrived. I now know you just didn’t have the energy. Days are passing by very fast. 24 weeks have passed. A heartbreaking 24 weeks💔 I love you. Love Lesley 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 29th of June 2021. It was relit on the 17th of May 2024 and will burn for 7 more hours.