What a horrendous 6 weeks this has been Clive. You got your wish for the “Coach and Horses” last Friday. I keep expecting to see you upstairs in your room, but it’s empty now and I just can’t accept that you are gone. What am I going to do without you? I have a terrible ache in my heart, I can’t really explain it. I love you so much. Every day has been a challenge to get through on my own without you.