Wish you were here to see your water feature Clive. Lesley, your Karen and Kelly worked so hard yesterday to get the garden into shape. Jason did the electrics and Andy and Jason finally finished the fence on Saturday. James came round too to fix a blind up for me on the little passage window. All these jobs finally getting done and you weren’t here to oversee and give instructions to everyone 😀 when I saw it all lit up last night it broke me, meltdown, call it what you like, I just wanted you here with me. 10 weeks without you doesn’t seem that long but it seems like a lifetime to me. I’m lonely at night, missing you always being here and now you’re not. I’m really in bits, trying hard to cope. I loved you so much, I’m sure you knew and I’ll go on loving for the rest of my life. Always yours and you will always be mine. Anne 💔💔💔💔💔😇