Dear dad, it’s been another difficult week. I still cry daily. I miss you so much. I look at your photos daily. Videos are harder to view. But I do watch them 💔💔 mum has given me some very special gifts. Which I will treasure for ever. I’m so truly grateful for them. You will always be close to my heart. I still can’t accept you have left us. I wake up and it still doesn’t feel like it’s true. Maybe I don’t want to accept it. Well that’s simple... I don’t. I know I never will 💔💔💔 I’ve been thinking a lot lately about our last 6 days together. The special moments. I just can’t get my head around you getting better and then becoming poorly so quickly. I really thought we would have been told we could no longer visit because you were doing so well. I just wish I knew what you were asking me for the last two days. I couldn’t understand some words. I could understand some. And you did ask how everyone was. That’s you... always caring about everyone. I miss you more and more each day. 💔💔💔 I love you xxxxxxxxxxx💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙