Dear dad, I have so much on my mind, as time is going by so fast, it’s really hitting me deep inside that your no longer here, and your in heaven. It’s becoming real and I can’t accept it. My heartache is becoming harder. It’s something I can’t explain to anyone. I finally tried the bbq you gave me. The gas one. It works! I’ve cleaned it as it’s been outside for so long, I know you would be happy that it didn’t end up in the dump. When I use it and every time I do you will be in my thoughts. I miss you so much. I’m so thankful for photos and videos. Love you lots. Love Lesley 💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙xxxxxxxxxxxx