Dear dad, 2 years ago today we said our final goodbyes. The one where we had to let you go. It was a very hard day. Especially as we were in a time where we had to have social distancing. It was a very difficult day. We miss you so much and time is not healing for us. You were such a major part of our lives. We can’t fill it. It gets harder and harder every day. I can still remember the date today two years ago as it hurt so much. The next day was even harder. It hit me that you was no longer here for me to see you. Visit you. Touch you and never be able to speak to you again. You were taken away forever. The pain is horrendous. How mum copes I don’t know. Mums strength gets me through although I know mum has difficult days too. There’s days that she just can’t hide her pain. Which is heartbreaking. I try to hide mine but sometimes it’s hard. Feelings just can’t be controlled some days. I love seeing little robins all around. In my garden. On walks with Rocky. They make me smile because as the saying goes, when a Robin appears loved ones are near. When I see one I smile and look up. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back. 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔