i miss you so much Clive.  Every day i expect to see you or hear your voice, the house is just so empty without you.  I miss looking after you too, even though at times i used to become so exhausted, I really wish i could have those times back again.  We went through such a lot together didn’t we?  I love you so much and i really, really wish I could turn back the clock so I could have you here again.  It’s Mother’s Day today, it made me think how hard it is going to be for Lesley and Jason to get through that day without you.  I feel you all around me at home, it’s hard to explain, I’m so utterly heartbtoken, it hurts so much inside. I’m always going to miss you, i love you. Anne 💔💔💔💔💔💔😘😘😘😘