Dear Clive, I have been having such a really bad day today. I don’t know why, I just can’t stop crying. I do my best to hold it together when anyone is around, but there are often days like this when I just feel so abandoned and alone without you. I come into an empty house every day when what I really need is for you to be there, I need to talk to you and I can’t. The silence at night. Not being able to say goodnight to you before I go to bed, you putting the bins out, me checking that you’ve taken all of your tablets, loads of little things like that I miss so much. This gut wrenching feeling inside of me I don’t think will ever go away. Life is so unfair. I love you so much and I miss you always. Sometimes I go to tell you something then I realise you’re not there. This will be another night I cry myself to sleep. I never realised how much I needed you when you were here but my God I realise it now. I’m heartbroken, no more words now, nothing eases this pain. Goodnight Clive, I’ll love and miss you always. Anne 💔💔💔💔💔😘😘