Dear dad, it’s been a real struggle this week. I’m missing you so much. I sit on my sofa and look at the opposite one. It’s where you sat when you came to visit me after my op. Then you came here one more time and sat in the same place. I look over and just wish you were sat there now. This heartache is unbearable. I’m always trying to put on a brave face a show people I’m ok. But I’m not. I’m trying, but it’s the pain of a broken heart that isn’t going to heal, because I’m missing you so much is awful. Life’s not the same anymore. I miss you so much. I always will. Lots of love Lesley 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔