Dear Clive, Laura and Phil have been here for a few days now and I’m really thankful for their company, but seeing them both together just brings home to me how very much I miss you. Being out with them without you just feels so strange. I can’t really put into words what I mean. I know it’s wrong but I just feel so jealous that they have each other. I really need you but I also know I will never have you with me anymore, my heart aches all the time, the tears I’ve shed don’t make me feel any better. It’s been 20 weeks today since I lost you and I still find it hard to believe you are never coming back. It’s so unfair and life is so cruel. I love you and I miss you so much every minute of every day. On the outside I appear normal but on the inside I am slowly crumbling without you. The hurt I feel is insurmountable. Just remember that there will never be another you. I love you, always. Anne 💔💔💔💔💔