Dear dad, I’m missing you so much. It’s almost 6 months since you were taken away. I just can’t seem to accept it. I become so emotional and upset at any time of the day. Mornings are worse. Especially when I’m driving home after dropping Luke at school. I just can’t seem to accept that you are no longer here. I’ve cried every single day since I called the ambulance. I’m so heartbroken. I hope where ever you are your ok. I hope you know you are missed so much and we love you. What I would give to have a hug from you right now. As time goes on I miss you more and more. I always remember nanny Annie saying to me……it’s hell here and that’s why we go to heaven. I now know that’s true. Shine bright where ever you are. I will keep looking up. I love you. 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔