Dear dad, I’ve had a horrible time not being able to light your candles daily. I know it sounds daft but I’ve relit them every day. And for some reason I was unable too. I’ve been felling a bit low and had a good old cry this morning. I’m missing you so, so much. Viewing your page is my way being close to you. It’s comforting. I viewed your page this morning and I was so happy that I can now relight your candles. It may seem silly but it’s a relief to me. It’s a comfort. A daily comfort. I was cutting the grass yesterday. And I just stepped away from the lawnmower to check the time on my phone and a robin sat on the frame of the lawnmower. Then it landed on the bbq as I was cutting the grass. It was a lovely experience because the robin kept appearing whilst I was cutting the grass. I wish you was here to sit in the garden with us, although we haven’t really bothered this year. Life’s not the same any more. No one seems to have any energy to be bothered. You are missed so much. I love you and miss you more and more each day. Every day becomes harder. Another day without you is a harder day to get through. I love you. 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔xxxxx