Dear dad, it’s me again. I just feel I need to write again as I’m having an emotional day. I’m not sure why or when these day appear. I’m always sad because your not here to see and chat too, but some days are harder to get through. I can’t stop thinking about what you were thinking when we arrived at the hospital, and how you felt and what you thought about when we left. I know I will never know but it’s hard not knowing. It’s been almost 7 months now and it’s really hard not having you here. You are always in my thoughts. I’m missing you so much. I love you. Love Lesley 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔