Dear dad, I’m missing you so much. I’m always saying I miss you. It’s so hard not having you here in person. I cry every single day. I’ve cried every day since I had to call the ambulance on Dec 19th. That’s nearly a year ago. I think about this time last year every day…..every single day. I wish I could turn the clock back. Christmas is fast approaching and it’s hard….because you loved this time of year. I remember us going to Costco, a couple of years ago, and you loved going to the Christmas isles. You took Max to the garden centres last year looking at the Christmas decorations and lights. You popped in to us on your way back and tried my home made mince pies. I keep thinking about how happy you were at this time of the year. It’s heartbreaking seeing all the Christmas decorations, Christmas adverts, and lights. This year is going to be the hardest Christmas ever. It should be a happy time. I will try to be cheerful but deep down I’m heartbroken. Mum is keeping busy and it’s so hard for mum. My heart breaks and tears flow down my cheeks every time I think of how mum must be feeling. It’s so unfair. I love you. Keep shining bright up there. Lots of love. Love Lesley. xxxxxxx💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔xxxxxxxxxx