Dear dad, today is Christmas Day. The day mum and I have been dreading. I’m already crying and its only 6am. I’m an emotional wreck right now. You really are missed so much and today I’m going to miss you even more. I’m going to miss you dancing with your hat the most. You made everyone laugh with your hat. This is our first Christmas without you and it hurts so much. Christmas will never be the same again. I’m going to try my best to be happy for everyone but deep down I’m so sad. You will be in our thoughts all day. I love and miss you so much. All my love Lesley 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx