Dear Clive, it’s been a while since I wrote to you. I’m still finding it really hard trying to get used to doing things and going places without you. I feel so alone although I’m not really. I have Lesley, Jason all the grandchildren, Andy and Karen and now Rocky, but at the end of the day I am alone. Sometimes I still go to tell you something before realising you’re not here anymore. My days just seem to merge into each other but without any meaning. I just want you back. It seems like in losing you I have lost part of myself. I miss you so much, heartache is a real pain that will never fully recover. We took each other for granted for so long, never realising that we should have cherished each other more. I’m on my own tonight, this is when I miss you the most. During the day I can keep busy but at night I have too much time to think, even using your iPad, or looking at your TV reminds me so much of all that I have lost. There are lots of times when I need to ask you things but then I know I will always have to work things out by myself. I can’t really explain what I mean, I’m probably not making much sense. I’ll never stop loving you or needing you, I wish with all of my heart that I could have you back again. Always yours - Anne 💔💔💔💔💔💔😘😘😘😘😘