Dear dad, today is mums birthday. Her 2nd one without you. That thought makes my heart sink. It’s so hard not seeing you. Time isn’t a healer like people say. It’s getting harder. Both mum and I said that today. Today we went for lunch together. It was lovely but we both missed you there. It’s been very hard lately. Thoughts are very strong. I can’t focus sometimes as I go into a daze. Thinking about you. Thinking about when you were in hospital. Thinking about our last days together. I still can’t believe it. Still can’t get my head around it all. I can’t believe it is almost 2 years since we haven’t seen you. It’s a weird feeling. Heartbreaking. We miss you so very much. You are always in our thoughts daily. I miss you so much. All my love Lesley 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔xxxxxxxxxxxxx