Dear Clive, this last month has been pretty much a nightmare for me and for Lesley. I wouldn’t have got through it if it hadn’t been for her. I appreciate now all that you went through with your bowel, we nearly lost you then. Everything happened to me so fast, and I really missed you, I kept thinking you would be coming to visit me with Lesley. Lesley really is an angel, she has looked after me so well, taking me to all of my appointments, changing my dressings, you should be very proud of her, I know I am. Some of the things she had to do for me in the hospital she didn’t hesitate to do. Now she is round my house cleaning all the mess that Karen and the kids have made while they were supposed to be looking after Rocky. They are a disgrace. Glad I can still moan to you Clive. I know I haven’t written for a long time, time passes by so quickly. I thought about us a lot when I was in hospital. Going over the times when we first met, all of our ups and downs, nights out we had at the Grafton, our wedding, so many memories of when we were young. So many good times. I wish so much that you were still with me, I love and miss you so very much, every single day. ❤️💔❤️💔