Dear dad, another year has passed and another Christmas without you here with us. You are really missed and Christmas time is not the same anymore. I dread December and January. The build up to Christmas is difficult as people are all happy and jolly and all I feel is sadness. I get the awful gut wrenching pain in my stomach of sadness. I’ve seen a few Robins on my walks and that makes me happy. I always look up to the sky and give you a smile. Mums coming for Xmas dinner today. It will be nice to spend some time together as it’s been a busy few weeks. We can get through this tough day together. I hope where ever you are you are ok and I’m wishing you a heavenly Merry Christmas. I love you to the moon and back. All my love Lesley 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔