Dear dad, I’m sitting on my sofa lighting your candles, and I still can’t get my head around you not being here. It’s such a strange feeling. Over 3 years have passed and it’s like you are still with us. Although you’re not 😢 it’s hard to explain. I have been watching videos of you, listening to your voice. Maybe that’s why I feel this way. So I shall continue to watch them. So I get the feeling that you are here. I miss you so much. Robins keep appearing, and every time I see one I touch my heart and look up and smile. Thinking of you. It's Mother’s Day on Sunday. I will never forget the time when you and mum came for dinner on Mother’s Day and we had key lime pie for dessert. When you took a mouthful your face was a picture 😂 it was too sharp for you. Funny memories to make me smile. I wish you were coming to dinner on Sunday. You will be in our thoughts and hearts. Shine bright, I love you to the moon and back. All my love Lesley xxxxxxxxxxx