Dear dad, another week has passed, and it’s still so difficult. It’s so hard hiding my emotions, I cry daily and I don’t why this happens, but when I feel I want to have a good cry someone calls or texts me... I don’t know if it’s a good thing or bad. Is it a good thing because I have to stop crying and get on with daily life? Or is it bad Because I need a cry and get all my sadness and emotions out? I’m missing you so much. It’s not a happy place anymore. We are having our first bbq here this weekend. And it going to be so hard... it’s Tez’s 21st, and a celebration for Annice leaving Chis and Sid. And all I can think about ....is you would be so proud and certainly enjoy your burger and sausage. Maybe even a cheeky jack Daniels. Well dad we will all raise a glass for you, because you are so special and you will never be forgotten. And I know every one will be feeling the same as me..... you are truly missed, but never ever forgotten. I love you , we love you 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔