Dear dad, I’m missing you so much. Every time I write I say the same. It’s such a strange feeling, I can’t explain it, but not being able to see you, talk to you, is painful. Life is carrying on, as it would do. But I can’t get my head around it. I sit and think about you. Look at pictures and videos but it still seems strange. Laura and Phil came for the weekend which was lovely. But it wasn’t the same without you. We try to carry on but deep down we are hurting inside. I hope where ever you are you can look down and see we are missing you and that we would do anything to have you back with us. My nanny Annie said to me once that this is hell and that’s why we go to heaven. I hope she was right. I hope that you are all having a better time than us. Keep shining bright up there where ever you are. ( although our weather Is rubbish right now so we can’t see the stars at the moment.) I love you. We all do. Miss you so much. All my love Lesley. 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx