Dear dad, it’s another emotional day. It’s James birthday today. Photos keep popping up on my phone of you over the years celebrating James birthday. I have a lovely photo of you in the hospital on the day James was born. They were all happy memories but today I feel sad. Sad that your not here to see what a fine young man he is. Sad that your not here to wish him happy birthday. Tears keep falling down my cheeks just thinking about you. I miss you so much. I’m heartbroken. I love you. Love Lesley 💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔💙💔xxxxxxxxx